| Jobs suck |
[May. 17th, 2007|09:21 am] |
I work at coach. That means I didn't get a job at "I'm a colorful hipster," or "I'm not gay, I just work out alot and have a blow out" or "We sell over-priced destroyed jeans, and call it designer." No. It's going to be 4 months of giving asian people somewhere to put their tampons in. Thats a good quote, I'm reusing it forever.
Hello infinity, my name is Drew and I need alot of money to be happy for the next 4 years. |
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| Stress |
[Mar. 20th, 2007|04:35 pm] |
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I deal with stress by sleeping. Its very counter productive. I'm probably going to get indian food when I wake up. |
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| oy |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|10:00 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Karate | ] |
"Stay with this kid [me], he's an over achiever!"
-Derek Curl
Then I laughed in his face... |
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| lonely |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|01:03 am] |
| [ | music |
| | At the Drive-In - Invalid Litter Dept. | ] |
I'm listeninig to At the Drive-In and looking through my photobucket. Fuck. Things I realized:
-I miss my friends alot, but I'm begining to think I missed them after 11th grade. We all just kinda drifted.
-I was misserable in 11th grade. I had alot of stupid fun that I do not need to relive that summer. I was misserable untill march of 2006
-I am far from misserable on my weekends. SVA could be alot better, but it isn't even month two yet and I will move out eventually.
-I love kaitlyn kieth more than I've ever loved anything before and more than I ever will love anything else. This is why she gets all my orange county time. She is too worried that the love more than anything is going to break soon. Someone please tell her that that isn't true. : ) I know your going to read this. You make me happier than anything else. I wish I could type this in a funny voice, but stop worrying. I love you.
thats enough sad for now. I should also mention now, before I forget. In the subway, a group of marketers tried to get me to take a stress test. I recognized the machine from wikipedia. It was an E-meter. Then I noticed the Dianetics t shirts. Alas, that was probably my best chance to become a scientologist. Oh well. Insert Tom Cruise joke here. Look at me, I can be just as funny as Bury Your Dead. Actually that's really funny. Nothing else after that is though. |
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| This is forever |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|12:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | At the Drive-In | ] |
So Its 12:29, I'll get to that in a moment...
Kevin and James came to visit me today. We ate some gyros, met up with Cori Duff, and went to see Protest the Hero. Everyone there was only there to see Trivium, who sucks by the way, except for a small handfull of kids who stayed close together with use. The kids that knew the words were deffinately not the ones I expected too. Everyone basicly was dressed like a city guido. Funny thing about NYHC I guess. Everyone is a Tough Guy. I bought another light blue band shirt, its cool though it has Leonardo da Vinci on it with spiders crawling on his face and PROTEST THE HERO written in script. He also has bad ass yellow eyes. It was a good time. I rode the subway for the first time(s) since I moved here. I guess I've officialy moved in. I miss my friends. I miss people who like the same music as me. I cannot wait to see the Mars Volta with Kevin. I'm Kinda glad I didn't go tonight alone, I was really expecting too.
Its 12:34 (awesome!) now... All I heard down the hall in the other dorm is the screams of women, I know no one is getting raped, I hear laughter, but it's so fucking annoying. I hate these kids. These kids are like Bryan Bonogura and all those types were in high school. They missed out, so they try to make up for it in college. One thing I should say is that Pat is one of the nicest kids I've ever met, so I wont say anything bad about him, but everyone else I really want to kill. Not Kill. But get away from them. I can't move out, I can-but I don't Know when. Fuck. I hate it here. I have no room of my own. I'm getting so tired of these screams. I'm beggining to think that everyone in there is hogtied and is being tickled. Its making me stew. I could very easily beat Erik up, but suddenly I have morals and responsibility. This me being as nice as possible to make him feel guilty is going to have to stop.
On the other hand the Zombie rallye was amazing, I'll right about that tomorow.
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| 24 hour film shoot. |
[Oct. 5th, 2006|06:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Between the Buried and Me | ] |
Today we shot a film for twenty four hours. LIE. Yesterday, because it's fucking 7 am in the morning and I'm still loading things on you tube. I need sleep. I hate this room. I love my rented ipod.
[I removed the video, I figured if you really wanted to see it, you could find it]
I really like editing, I think I've gotten alot better. 99% of what's on screen I edited.
I should also mention I want nothing more than to punch my roommate in the face right now. UGH. |
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| So Choke on Your Irony |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|02:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | PROTEST THE HERO! | ] |
I just walked donwstairs to find out that my other suite mate is the kid Chris that basicly hates my existance. The kid that told me to die and made fun of my Johnny Cupcake shirt. He seemed pretty nice for once, but he was also really drunk and the room was dark so he probably didn't recognoize me. He help me find my medicine. I love situatonal irony. I need to stop listening to say anything. |
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| Wow, I really fucking hate moving |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|12:55 am] |
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| |  angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Say Anything - Admit it | ] |
I really really hate moving. Today I moved out of my old dorm and have moved into the penthouse duplex in the same building. If you think that sounds awesome, then fuck you. My bed is still the top bunk, and it's even closer to the ceiling than ever. Fuck. If I hit my head one more time I'm going to kill someone. I have 5 suite mates. I have one roommate. He is a dick. Seriously. Everyone tells me this kid is funny, but I know what he's like. He's funny if you know him well, if he lets you in; until then he is an asshole, especially if he knows he doesn't want to let you in. I was one of these kids through out high school. I'm going to have to stay a while so he better get fucking used to it. He told me not to unpack because I'm moving out soon. I understand I took the dude's sweet bachelor pad, but whatever, it wasn't by choice. If this goes on any longer, I'm going to be pissed. It takes a lot to make me really pissed off, but when I am you don't want to see me. Chances are if this kid acts like this much longer, I'm going to either talk asshole back to him or I'm going to hurt him (funny thing, I just checked the SVA safety records which were released today, no one here has been charged with assault, ever. Fucking art school).
I was warned this was the party dorm, but there is seriously like 9 people in a small room, none of which I know or acknowledge my existence. Not that I would care, but this is my fucking room too, and I demand a LITTLE respect here. I seriously am steaming just writing this. Everyone is drinking, there is alcohol everywhere. I kind wish someone was nice enough to offer me some so I could tell them I'm straight edge and shove it back in their swine faces.
I need to get out of these dorms as soon as possible. I really did not think I would miss my roommates. I kinda do. Not as much the living with them as much as I miss just being forced to live with people who don't suck.
I've pretty much listened to the same 5 bands for the past 2 weeks:
Say anything, The fall of troy, He is Legend, Sound of Animals fighting, and Ted Leo (plus "Beating Hearts Baby" by Head Automatica on loop).
I believe this means I've been going crazy. I am seriously addicted to my Last.fm. I'm adding it to my profile if you care.
I should also add that I have been nice to every single person who has come in through my door, guy or girl, all 5 of them who came in while I writing this. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 27th, 2006|01:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Secret Lives of the Freemason | ] |
I just got back from Me and Kaitlyn's 5 month anniversary. Yay. I was offered a single room in the YMCA 20 blocks away with free metrocards for a school year and unlimited Y access. At first I was against this, then I thought I wanted it, I'm not going there, thats all that matters. I'm so confused and bipolor lately. Damn. I go from periods of pure bliss to sheer depression. I redid my myspace in a down hill spiral. That seems to be my new trend. Yeah, in all honesty, I'm glad I'm out of high school, but I wish college was better.
Halfway throught that last sentence I had a good talk with Alex, who is basicly the prep/jock in my dorm. He's a cool kid and seems to be the only one I really get along with and/or can talk to on the same level in most situations. Basicly we shared our opinions and what we think about here. Life is scary sometimes. People are not what kind of people we expect them be, and they certainly don't say what you think they will. I like getting along. |
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| its almost 4 in the morning |
[Sep. 22nd, 2006|03:46 am] |
I need to go to sleep. for the past 5 hours I have had to deal with the drama of someone else down the hall throwing a college party. I lost some friends over this. Someone might be kicked out of the dorms.
People are natuarly assholes sometimes, and some people cannot handle being drunk. Asian kids can't hold their liquor so I had to to mop it up for him. Fun. If I didn't no one else would have, so I pretty much had to.
Yeah, I can't wait to go the fuck home. College sucks. |
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| Yea... |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|12:01 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | He is legend | ] |
I'm back until friday again. I really need to start making a fillm before I die a little more inside. I want to go home. By the way, I use moods starting with "a" alot because I am way too lazy to scroll. |
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| YES! |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|12:36 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Say anything | ] |
I am going home now, I can't wait to give kaitlyn a hug and play with my cat. : ) |
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| Professor Derek |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|07:11 pm] |
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| |  scared | ] |
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| | Neutral Milk Hotel - In the airplane over the sea | ] |
"From my graduating class, I'd say that about 10% have careers [in film]."
- Derek, my film production teacher and one of the coolest "adults" I ever met.
This still scares me 30 minutes later... |
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| Wow |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|01:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Les Savy fav | ] |
I don't drink or smoke anymore. I think I might be edge by default. I am isolated here. Its really hard to win an argument when your the only one sober. I love my Kaitlyn and miss her now more than ever. The weekends never seemed farther away.... |
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| Wow |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|10:09 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | NYC | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The fall of troy - Ghostship V | ] |
Yay Journal. Add me- I'm in college, so I'm lonely. |
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